How can I?


            How can I what??? Pretend not to play games with my boyfriend? Fight my worst fears? Bring my family more burden? I think I have done enough of all those. I feel it is my right to show everyone how important I am. I fight for the right to speak freely… Especially as a teenager in now a day life. I practically become invisible. My family has one of the highest expectations for me. I want to become a pediatrician sure, but I get put under so much pressure it seems I can’t get anything right. I only wanted to be happy with where I am, but how can I be if I can’t seem to be seen or heard out by my family. My sister is over the age of eighteen and still does not have a job. She doesn’t get yelled at! IF I let my grade drop to a C, I am a disgrace to the family. Grant it, we all have our faults but in the end we should all have the same standards. Just my opinion. People have such double standards for themselves. If someone does something wrong… Its like the world fell apart. But if they do something wrong its like a ticking time bomb of its fine. For real it is really annoying that people do that…. It is basically saying you don’t matter as much as I do. Shouldn’t we all love each other and forgive someone if they are doing something wrong??? Doesn’t God say that we should?? Its all a matter of when or how we deal with someone like this. Its all about supporting others and showing that we can be found as humans and not be decided by our actions, but who we are. That is how I can.

Thanks Y`all

Mcarthy

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